Class @ Sec A

wht all is happening in the class - RM in Progress

I must say tht all of us are actually doin proper Research,
infct people are surely coming up with new Methodologies !!

Let's c wht all people are upto

- someone (lots of them infct, thts something people religiously do here) is reading the TOI - Abad / Mumbai / Delhi Edition
- someone is checking the pics of friends family (babies mostly)
- someone is busy playing pool on yahoo games
- someone is watching online tv
- someone is reading a novel (hardcopy)
- someone is searching for songs on ares
- someone is teaching someone how to play yahoo games
- i'd b lying if i'd say someone is sleeping - cos it's not someone, lots of them -
but the styles are different, someone is doin it on the chair, someone on the desk, someone is just
hanging by the thread, someone is doin with his/her eyes open !! there sure are a variety of styles for
doing wht should not be done in any class........but then life is not like tht............

and to finish is off

- someone like me is "writing a blog" and obv. observing others .........

forgot to mention a few of us are studying also !!

Forecast for the next class - The same shall go on and on and on .................

life

prof. iyer !!
one gem of a prof. !! he has this awesome style, which no one till now has been able to come up with !!

yes i know everyone has his/her own style, but the prof. iyer is different !!

he sometimes says such subtle things, that you are just lost for words, and by the time you realise the depth of what he said, the moment is gone !!

when in class today he said

"life is like that, by the time you start preparing for it, it's over !! and you just keep thinking .................keep preparing !! "


may be it might not strike you at this very moment !!

but life is like tht ................

searching for a life.........................

so much i wanna share............part 1

there is so much that i want to share.......

today - was just awesome, temple @ 7:00 in the morning, thanx to mami for her invitation just 4 hrs. before, it was simply awesome, was till that point not sure whether i will be able to go to a temple this diwali day !!! but god had his plans, and so there i was................

then next we went to this chinese temple next to the krishna temple, prayed, i think they pray to there ansectors (need to check this out)...it was some experience, seeing people walk inside the temple with shoes, shades kinda wired but then thts there culture and we need to respect it.

all this while a gang of friends was getting ready to witness "the bird park" !!!!!!!!

like i said, god had his plans and we went for a lovely breakfast @ sarvana bhavan !!! got sweets for the evening pooja !!!

and now started the dash towards "the bird park".................i still cant get why i am writing so much detail, but then thts how i am -
@ times lost for words, when they r needed badly !!!!!!!!!!
&
@ times verbose so as to bore you to death !!!!!!!!!!

the bird park was some fun, wht u need to learn from the park is the fact tht - how the sing govt. can just about market anything ? how much they make sure people learn and take away from these parks !!!

and not to mention the limo ride back from the park to the base, arre han the choc fudge, the banana and cherry (berry) shake !! and the same old maggi back home !!

All i can say, wht matters is not how you feel, but how you make others feel !!

for those who hav not understood, i'm sorry "it's different"
for those who hav there is so much i wanna say .....................

Grief !!!

"let ppl enjooy their grief as much as they enjoy the feeling of being happy"

I don't know how much a person like me would believe in this, but heard it just today, wanna take my time analyzing !!!

"we"

This came in an email to me, thought of sharing with you all !!!!

Just amazing !!

We are responsible for what we are, and whatever we wish ourselves to be, we have the power to make ourselves. If what we are now has been the result of our own past actions, it certainly follows that whatever we wish to be in future can be produced by our present actions; so we have to know how to act."

- Swami Vivekananda

So very true if you think of it.

~ ~ FrIeNd ~ ~

We cannot tell the exact moment a friendship is formed; as in filling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over; so in a series of kindnesses, there is at last one that makes the heart run over.

The last few days have been a roller coaster for all of us here, not that they are over, but the developments were just too much to handle, but the best part is that it's all over (for the time being - at least).

What I also realised today as to how, honesty pays !! being true to yourself is the most important thing that you should do !!
God tests you at various points in life, and you have to all the time believe that - all will be fine, in the end it has to be fine !!

Thanx to all who have stood by and believed in the integrity of our friend !!

~~ sister ~~

You can kid the world. But not your sister. ~ Charlotte Gray

How do people make it through life without a sister ? ~ Sara Corpening

Is solace anywhere more comforting than in the arms of a sister. ~ Alice Walker

- www.quotegarden.com/sisters.html


There is so much more, that I wanna say............but like always I'm short of words...........

~~ bhai ~~

Sensitive or Sentimental

i'm not very regular with this blog thing !!!

every time i write "one" after an interval, i feel i will get regular, i am trying again.........giving myself a chance !!!

here it goes -

been comtemplating about this for a while now............so much has been goin in my mind (may b my heart ) ....i dont know.......but i think, i had enough and now i'm trying to put it into words.

the issue at hand is simple - why do I go ahead and say "Sorry" .......................... inspite of tht fact tht I am not wrong (my perception and doing wht i think is right, and wht i believe in) !!

wht i have been comtemplating, about is whether - Am I "sensible" or "sentimental" as someone told me once.

coming back to the initial question plaguing me - why do I do so ??

- do i really like those people so much that i cannot hurt them, or c that they are hurt ??

is it

- tht i am so possesive about these people that i cannot lose them, and i go ahead and do whtever I can to hold on to them.........

- is it tht - these people mean the whole world to me.......................... and i ..............

i dont know but, may b the expectations part tht i always come back to again is coming to haunt me ............. ??? ???

only time will tell......i've been looking for this answer since i dont know when,

may b, infct - Actually my upbringing (parents, culture, society as a whole), my friends who have been my influence, my teachers - gurus, books, and i dont know wht not ? ? ? ? ? i think have had a influence on my current state (if i can use this word) !!

well, the question still bothers me the same way as it was doing at the start of this piece, and i'm sure it will continue to bother me....cos afterall thts wht life is..........a continuous jounrey towards knowing yourself - the true self.

Enough for the day and for the self, good to put thoughts to words...........it always a challenge and feels happy to have done the same today !!!!!!!!!!